Cn't sleep, hmmmm .... Saturday, November 21, 2009 / 11:42 AM
I've juzt came back from werk,& it waz damn tiring ,haizz ..
I wanted to sleep but i juzt cn't,wen i wanna cl0se ma eyes,it will 0pen back ..
I dun n0e watz wr0ng wif me,i 0waez feel s0 l0nely,feelz like n0 1 even carez abt me ..
N0 1 to talk to,n0 1 that i cud share ma problemz 0r any secretz wif ..
Even wen i am wif Arris,i will still feel inc0mplete,its like sumtinxz missing 0r sumtinxz n0t ryte ,i will den started to cry ..
Cried & cried & cried & cried,tatz wat i've been thru 4 diz pazt few daez , juzt cudn't st0p crying ..
I wanted to sleep but i juzt cn't,wen i wanna cl0se ma eyes,it will 0pen back ..
I dun n0e watz wr0ng wif me,i 0waez feel s0 l0nely,feelz like n0 1 even carez abt me ..
N0 1 to talk to,n0 1 that i cud share ma problemz 0r any secretz wif ..
Even wen i am wif Arris,i will still feel inc0mplete,its like sumtinxz missing 0r sumtinxz n0t ryte ,i will den started to cry ..
Cried & cried & cried & cried,tatz wat i've been thru 4 diz pazt few daez , juzt cudn't st0p crying ..
I feel s00 weak & been thinking abt maself tat i am a USELESS PERSON ,c0z i cn't make hyym happy 0waez,i failed to make hyym happy ..
I n0e tat i am NOT A PERFECT PERSON like eu wanted,but i am trying ma bezt to be 1 ..
But,after wat u had juzt said to me,ma self-esteem became m0re stronger & m0re confident wif maself ..
Thnxz hunny,thnxz for everytinx,ur advised,h0nezty & carenezz ..
I really appreciate it :D:D
I h0pe wat u had juzt said to me eu really damn mean it :)
ILYSM HUNZ :D:D !
FIE<3
I n0e tat i am NOT A PERFECT PERSON like eu wanted,but i am trying ma bezt to be 1 ..
But,after wat u had juzt said to me,ma self-esteem became m0re stronger & m0re confident wif maself ..
Thnxz hunny,thnxz for everytinx,ur advised,h0nezty & carenezz ..
I really appreciate it :D:D
I h0pe wat u had juzt said to me eu really damn mean it :)
ILYSM HUNZ :D:D !
FIE<3
