Feelings tat i've been keeping inside ... Monday, February 22, 2010 / 8:51 PM
NUR FITHRIA,i use to be a cheerful,loving,crazy & hyper active gerl,but now everything has changed,im a different gerl now ..Im now a quiet,sensitive and negative gerl,negative as in i always think negative things ..Since i get to noe wat had happened,i feel really different and really really damn sad and dissappointed with wat he had done behind ma back ..I trusted u alot and u did this to me,hmm :( ..Sometimes weneva i met u,i will always ask maself,"do u REALIE CRIUZ WITH THIS RELATIONSHIP,do u ???",i will always ask that question without FAILED ..
Being in a relationship IS A TOUGH JOB and wat we have to do is to bare with it and try to think positively towards each other,most important thing is to have TRUST ..Guys this days just dun noe & dun even understands gerls feelings ..All they have to say is,"forget abt the past and forget abt wat had happened",tatz all they've got to say ..And i will have to agreed with it ..
ARRIS SHARIFFUDDIN AZAHAR,a guy that i truly LUV & TRUSTED has totally changed,itz easy for eu to say,"forget abt what had happened",but itz not easy for me dear,hmm :( ..
All i want from eu is,ur TRUE LUV,UNDERSTANDINGS and most important thing is HONESTY,tatz all dear,i dun wan anytinx else,plz stop lying to me and cheating me,if u are not criuz with our relationship do let me noe so that i won't get hurt AGAIN ..If eu still luv and remembered abt eu and ur ex or cn't forget abt them juzt tell me,i dun mind with it,coz i can understand that ..But i want u to noe that i maself has forget everything abt me n ma ex,coz to me,watz pazt is pazt and i have to move on with ma own lifez and just focus on ma future ..Even if any of ma ex ask for a patch i will say,"NO I WON'T EXCEPT IT,WE WILL NEVA GET BACK TOGETHER COZ I DUN HAVE ANY FEELINGS TOWARDS EU AND I DUN LUV U ANYMORE" ..I will said it straight forward face to face with them ..Swear to god i'll sayy that ..
For now,to me u are the PERFECT GUY,i luv eu wif all ma heartz,i noe that im not pretty like all ur ex's,but i am trying ma best to make eu happy,happy ALWAYS,haizz :(:( ..
But let me tell u sumthing,I SWEAR TO GOD,I CAN EVEN DIE FOR EU ARRIS,coz ur the only one that i luv,NO ONE ELSE BUT U :),believe me plz :( ..I am begging eu,plz stop thinking negative things abt me,coz everything tat u think abt me was NONSENSE and NOT TRUE ..Truly NOT TRUE,hmmm ..
So i just hope that our relationship will be even more BETTA,yeahh hope so :D ..
LUV EU ARRIS [TRULY]
ASSALAMMUALAIKUM
Labels: DUN EVA LEAVE ME :(
