F.I.E

DEAD BLOG !!

2010-09-30T18:26:00.003+08:00

My blog is DEAD !! ahahahax ! there's nothing to be said here coz i am only active on TUMBLR,so yeahh ... But anyway,this blog won't be deleted coz in this blog there's alots of memories of me and him .. Damn miss it all ! And yeahh so anything just visit my tumblr aitez :)) .. That's it for now,going out soon .... CIAO !!

LoveFIE

find me at :

2010-06-06T13:36:00.005+08:00

www.wheneclipsefalls.tumblr.com

FIE eu S**Ks !

2010-03-01T21:43:00.005+08:00

"FIE,EU R SUCH A LOSER ! FAT ASS AND UGLY GERL ! JUST GO AND DIE EU IDIOT,EU R NOT FIT TO BORN IN THIS WORLD,EVERYONE HATEZ EU,THEY DUN EVEN CARED ABOUT EU ! EU S**KS TO DE CORE MANN ! GO LEAVE THIS WORLD A.S.A.P BIATCH !!"

Thatz what i've been saying to maself,every seconds,minutes,hours,every single night and day ..That praises have been keep on repeating in ma head and i've been thinking abt dying and leaving this world ..I am a useless person,everyone hates me,im just a LONER :(:( ..Im gonna turn 17 soon,nxt monday is ma special special day,i just hope that what i wish for will came true :) ..Ma wishes is the only thing that i realie wanted and hoping for,so i hope it will come true ..Cn't wait for it,hmm :) ..

FIE UR A FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT,FAT AAAASSSSSS GERL !

UR AN UGLY,UGLY,UGLY,UGLY,UGLY,UGLY,UGLY,UGLY,UGLY,UGLY,UGLY,UGLY,UGLY,UGLY BBBBIIIAAAATTTCCCCHHHH !!

So get this straight aitez ppl :D:D ..

LUV FIE

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

All alone ..

2010-02-27T19:49:00.006+08:00

Wazzup ppl ! Feeling bored ?? Well,i am now,im all stuck at home now doing nothing except blogging,hahax ..While ma guy went out with his cousin and having fun,oh well im not so sure if he realie went out with his cuzzy's or not,hmm ..Gosh ! i was just afraid that he will did it again,if he realie done it again,i dun now what else to say,haizz ..Oh GOD,plz help me,i am too weak to handle this relationship in this kind of situations,hmm :(:( ..

I totally hate maself,i hate everything about me,i neva been lucky like other ppl out there,im just a normal girl,a quiet and lonely girl,LONER,hmmpft !! Ppl just hate me,no one like's me and no one cared about me,including HIM,hmm ..Everyone loved to teased me,saying that i am FAT and UGLY,and yesh i admit,i am FAT and UGLY,im not as pretty as other girls out there ..And last of all,I HATE PPL SAYING THAT IM PRETTY AND GORGEOUS,coz IM NOT ..But,wateva it is I AM HAPPY WITH WHAT I HAV NOW :D ..

NOTES : ANYONE WHO WANNA TEASED ME OR SAY ANYTHING BAD ABT ME,U R WELCOME TO SAY IT OUT,COZ WATEVA EU SAY I WON'T BE BOTHER LISTENING TO IT,I WILL JUST SMILE AND WALKAWAY :),THNXZ ..

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

WEBBIE !

2010-02-24T21:32:00.011+08:00

Time check 9.33 p.m,just woke up from sleep and i am still SLEEPY ! Hahax ..Hunny came ma house just now after skewl and slept for awhile ..Now he is having fun playing soccer at strt soccer near his house while im at home blogging and waiting for his messages ..N now im missing him alreadyy,hmm ..

N anyways,here are some webcam pics taken during the CNY Hols at his house,we were bored tat tyme so decided to webbie ! hahax ;) ! N not forgetting ,i wanna thank his mom and dad for buying me a nike slipper and some clothes when they went to Ipoh on that days ..THNXZ IBU AND AYAH,LUV EU BOTH MWAH ! Hee :D,appreciatez alotz for the gives ..

So here are the pictures ^^ ..

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

OLA :) !

2010-02-24T09:05:00.003+08:00

Hey YAWW WAZZUP PPL ! Im now in skewl got nothing to do so i update ma blog,hahax ! Okaeyy i noe lame,LOL ! So damn bored sia,walao ! I WANNA GO HM AND SLEEP !! gggggggrrrrrr ! Hunny is sitting beside me now,so damn glad he is in the same class as me,huhu ^^ ! Okaeyy den,gtg now,i'll update again later at hm,tc ppl,taz :D !

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Tired,tired,tired !

2010-02-23T22:32:00.003+08:00

Today im so damn tired sia,don't noe y im so tired ..After skewl went to ma dear house and slack there 4 a while ..He slept while i waited for him to wake up and watch him sleep while waiting,he look soo adorable seyy,hehex ! ur CUTE HUNNY :D ! Im feeling so sleepy ryte now,wanna sleep early,but den later wanna meet him,surely will sleep late again like yesterday,LOL !

Anyway,ma special dae is getting near,another two more weeks mann,dammmnnn ! cn't wait for it,huhu ^^ ! I hope i cud get the things that i wanted,CANON EOS 5D or 7D :):) ..tatz the only thing that i've been waiting and craving of ..And and,i wonder,wat will HE bought for me,hhmmm ??? But den,i dun expect anything,all i want from him is HIS LUV,CARING,UNDERSTANDING and most important thing is HONESTY,hmmm :) ..Hope he cud grant ma wish :) ..Well,just have to wait and see how's ma day on that day,hee ..

Got to go now,tired and realie sleepy oreadyy,i'll update again tomorrow,tc everyone,taz !

LUV FIE

ARRIS I MISS EU ALOTZ SEYY :(:( !!

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Changing HP soon :):) ..

2010-02-22T22:29:00.005+08:00

I WANNA CHANGED MA HP !! GGGGRRRR !! Getting bored with sony ericsson,i wanna try new phones like this SAMSUNG JET,it looks nice and cool,hahahax :D !

Just cn't wait for this end of month,MAMA promise me to buy for me a new phone,CAN'T WAIT FOR IT ! huhu ^^ !

LUV EU MOM MWAH !!

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Feelings tat i've been keeping inside ...

2010-02-22T20:51:00.007+08:00

NUR FITHRIA,i use to be a cheerful,loving,crazy & hyper active gerl,but now everything has changed,im a different gerl now ..Im now a quiet,sensitive and negative gerl,negative as in i always think negative things ..Since i get to noe wat had happened,i feel really different and really really damn sad and dissappointed with wat he had done behind ma back ..I trusted u alot and u did this to me,hmm :( ..Sometimes weneva i met u,i will always ask maself,"do u REALIE CRIUZ WITH THIS RELATIONSHIP,do u ???",i will always ask that question without FAILED ..

Being in a relationship IS A TOUGH JOB and wat we have to do is to bare with it and try to think positively towards each other,most important thing is to have TRUST ..Guys this days just dun noe & dun even understands gerls feelings ..All they have to say is,"forget abt the past and forget abt wat had happened",tatz all they've got to say ..And i will have to agreed with it ..

ARRIS SHARIFFUDDIN AZAHAR,a guy that i truly LUV & TRUSTED has totally changed,itz easy for eu to say,"forget abt what had happened",but itz not easy for me dear,hmm :( ..

All i want from eu is,ur TRUE LUV,UNDERSTANDINGS and most important thing is HONESTY,tatz all dear,i dun wan anytinx else,plz stop lying to me and cheating me,if u are not criuz with our relationship do let me noe so that i won't get hurt AGAIN ..If eu still luv and remembered abt eu and ur ex or cn't forget abt them juzt tell me,i dun mind with it,coz i can understand that ..But i want u to noe that i maself has forget everything abt me n ma ex,coz to me,watz pazt is pazt and i have to move on with ma own lifez and just focus on ma future ..Even if any of ma ex ask for a patch i will say,"NO I WON'T EXCEPT IT,WE WILL NEVA GET BACK TOGETHER COZ I DUN HAVE ANY FEELINGS TOWARDS EU AND I DUN LUV U ANYMORE" ..I will said it straight forward face to face with them ..Swear to god i'll sayy that ..

For now,to me u are the PERFECT GUY,i luv eu wif all ma heartz,i noe that im not pretty like all ur ex's,but i am trying ma best to make eu happy,happy ALWAYS,haizz :(:( ..

But let me tell u sumthing,I SWEAR TO GOD,I CAN EVEN DIE FOR EU ARRIS,coz ur the only one that i luv,NO ONE ELSE BUT U :),believe me plz :( ..I am begging eu,plz stop thinking negative things abt me,coz everything tat u think abt me was NONSENSE and NOT TRUE ..Truly NOT TRUE,hmmm ..

So i just hope that our relationship will be even more BETTA,yeahh hope so :D ..

LUV EU ARRIS [TRULY]

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Random ..

2010-02-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

To many things are happening to me,juzt have to bare with it ..
Lifes are to short and we have to move on no matter what happens ..
P.S : I MISS ARRIS ALOTZ <3 :D

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Nice :)

2010-02-21T20:26:00.004+08:00

Damn HILARIOUS !

2010-02-21T20:14:00.004+08:00

I AM BACK !! :D

2010-02-21T19:04:00.003+08:00

Hey readers,im BACK ! hahax ..
Itz been 2 or 3 monthz since i didn't update ma blog and i've been kinda busy with skewl and other important things ..

So now im back updating ma blog and theres ALOTZ of stuffz and stories tat i need to post,lotz of it ! LOL ! :D
So stay tune for it aitez ;D ..

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

MAYBE im gOnna mOve 4rm here :) ...

2009-12-23T22:15:00.003+08:00

Hey readers ^^ !
This pOst is tO let eu all nOe tat MAYBE im gOnna mOve frOm this blOg tO ma new blOg at iluv-camwhoring.onsugar.cOm ..
Or maybe i will be having twO blOgz ..
Ma Other blOg is all abOut phOtOgrahy,sO anytinx dO feel free viewing ma Other blOg aitez :):)
LUV FIE<3

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Funny but Mepek :) haa ..

2009-12-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

H0w tO be MATS and MINAHS ??? haa !

2009-12-22T22:30:00.003+08:00

I juzt HATE MASELF !!

2009-12-20T14:31:00.004+08:00

I am feeling s00 FCUK UP !!
Y ma lyfez juzt can't be as perfect as 0therz , y muzt it 0waez have l0tsa pr0blemz & difficultiez ???
I HATE MA LYFEZ & MA OWNSELF !!
I feel s00 UZELEZZ & HOPELEZZ !
I JUZT HATE BEING CHEATED & BEING FOOLED BY GUYZ !
ALL GUYZ R JUZT STMF [ SWEET TALKER MOTHER FCUKER ] !!
TATZ THE GREATEST WORDS TO DESCRIBE GUYZ THE BEZT :D:D:D
HAHAHAHAHAHAX !

!! STMF STMF STMF STMF !!

FIE<3>

ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

Happy 6mnthz Anniversary ...

2009-12-20T12:44:00.024+08:00

6 MONTHZ ANNIVERSARY OUTINGZ
Went tO MARINA BARRAGE & we did al0tz 0f camwh0ring,Over 100+ picz ,
Waz fun & a great dae ..
So let the picz dO the rezt Of the talkingz :D:D
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FIE<3
ASSALAMMUALAIKUM

HEAR ME OUT !

2009-11-29T10:42:00.003+08:00

GET THIS STRAIGHT !
ARRIS SHARIFFUDDIN AZAHAR

I AM F**KING DAMN MIZZ EU & LUV EU PANTARTZ !

hehehehex ;D !
DO BELIEVE IT OKAEYY :D !
\m/PEACE\m/
:D:D

FIE<3

Happy 5 mnth Anniversary HUNZ :D !

2009-11-22T09:06:00.007+08:00

S0rie 4 de late updatez,but aniwae ,,
HAPPY BELATED 5 MNTHZ ANNIVERSARY HUNNY ;D;D !
Itz 0readyy been 5mnthz we r together,we've been thru all kinds 0f situati0nz,fyting & sc0lding each 0ther names,itz really damn painful f0r me ..
But still i will 0waez LUV EU & ONLY EU DEAR :D:D ..
Aniwaez,here r sum picz that we t00k during the day 0ut,we ate at LAU PA SAT & went to ORCHARD CENTRAL [OC] ..
We ate 4 kinds 0f dishes,satay[beef&chicken],kang k0ng,bbq prawns & ma fav0 0f all IKAN BAKAR !
Huhu ^_^ !
LUV IT S00 MUCH !
We ate till 0ur st0mach was damn full & till we cn't even walk properly,hahahax :D !
G00d 4 uz ;D;D ..
S0,let de picz d0 de rezt 0f the talking , after l00king at the picz bel0w,d0 wype 0ff ur saliva aitez ;D,hehehehex !
^_^

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14.06.09
^_^

Please st0p being careless :) ...

2009-11-22T08:14:00.003+08:00

Okaeyy well as usual,i juzt came back from werk havn't get any rezt yet & i've start bl0gging ,
hahahax c00l 0r wat !
;D;D
Orytez here g0ez,i remembered that lazt few daez me & hunny planned to watch movie at VIVO CITY,at 1zt we dun n0e wat movie wanna watch,but i said 2 hyym that y not we watch ASTROBOY,c0z seems to me the movie looks kinda cute,hehex ;),& so he agreed & we b0ught the tickets ..
After buying the tickets hunny wanna g0 t0ilet & i waited 0utside ,,
bla blah blah blah ...
Den hunny said that he wanna buy new wallet at the QUICKSILVER st0re,after buying hiz wallet we decided to hav 0ur dinner at the LONG JOHN SILVER,c0z we were f***king damn hungry from m0rning didn't ate anything,hahahax ..
AND DEN, sumtinx bad started to happened ..
while we were eating,i ask hunny "wheres the tickets i wanna c it ??" ,
& guess wat ,,
He t0ld me to wait 4 awhile n he quickly ran out ,from there i knew it that sumtinx is n0t ryte ,
abt 15 minz later he came back wif hiz face l00king d0wn..
& yezh i was ryte ! he actually lozt hiz wallet wif the tickets inside it ,,
he left it in the t0ilet which he placed it 0n t0p 0f the tissue h0lder ..
WALAO !
I started to scold hyym c0z for n0t listening to wat i've t0ld hyym to d0 & being too careless ..
I was f***king damn mad ,,
& c0z 0f that we started to fyte ,, haizz :(:( ..

"Hunny,if eu read this,this is f0r eu ,,
Cn eu plz PROMISE ME that eu WILL STOP BEING TOO CARELESS & EU WILL OWAEZ LISTENED TO ME OR ANY OF MA ADVISED ????
Cn dear ,cn eu promise me that ??
I AM BEGGING EU :(:( !
PLEEEAAAASSSEEEE !!
I am h0ping for ur changes hunny ,"
^_^

LUV FIE<3

I am still AWAKE :D ..

2009-11-21T13:11:00.004+08:00

Okaeyy i am still awake from juzt now ,still cudn't sleep ..
GOSH !
Later afternun i am g0ing out wif hunny & i am still awake havn't take a rezt yet ..
Yet still blogging,hahahax :D
I waz b0red & went 2 y0utube to watch sum videos & i disc0ver diz hilarious videos which is an OUTRAGEOUSLY FUNNY COMMERCIALS,which is ,,
DAMN OUTRAGEOUS !
Hahahahax !
I am damn bored ryte n0w,dun n0e wat else to do,haiya siann uh !
0kaeyy tatz all 4 now,
CN'T WAIT TO MEET EU UP HUNNY !
ILY MWAH MWAH ;D;D !

^_^

Cn't sleep, hmmmm ....

2009-11-21T11:42:00.003+08:00

I've juzt came back from werk,& it waz damn tiring ,haizz ..
I wanted to sleep but i juzt cn't,wen i wanna cl0se ma eyes,it will 0pen back ..
I dun n0e watz wr0ng wif me,i 0waez feel s0 l0nely,feelz like n0 1 even carez abt me ..
N0 1 to talk to,n0 1 that i cud share ma problemz 0r any secretz wif ..
Even wen i am wif Arris,i will still feel inc0mplete,its like sumtinxz missing 0r sumtinxz n0t ryte ,i will den started to cry ..
Cried & cried & cried & cried,tatz wat i've been thru 4 diz pazt few daez , juzt cudn't st0p crying ..

I feel s00 weak & been thinking abt maself tat i am a USELESS PERSON ,c0z i cn't make hyym happy 0waez,i failed to make hyym happy ..
I n0e tat i am NOT A PERFECT PERSON like eu wanted,but i am trying ma bezt to be 1 ..
But,after wat u had juzt said to me,ma self-esteem became m0re stronger & m0re confident wif maself ..
Thnxz hunny,thnxz for everytinx,ur advised,h0nezty & carenezz ..
I really appreciate it :D:D
I h0pe wat u had juzt said to me eu really damn mean it :)
ILYSM HUNZ :D:D !

FIE<3

Cn't wait 4 NEW MOON ! huhu !

2009-11-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

AAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH !!
NEW MOON IZ COMING SOON !
THE TWILIGHT SAGA ..
I CN'T WAIT 2 WATCH IT ,,
I NEED 2 WATCH IT,CN'T MIZZ IT MANN !
HUHU ^_^

2012 waz AWESOME !

2009-11-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

I've watch 2012 , it waz damn AWESOME !
Hahax :D
Juzt imagine the w0rld will END juzt like that ..
GOSH !
Itz freaking scared & terrible ..
But i dun wanna give ma 100% trust that de w0rld will end in 2012 ..
Its juzt a predicti0n,
seperti ape yg 0rg katekn,hanya TUHAN sahaje yg menentukn ..
:D:D

Is diz THE END ?? ..I h0pe N0T

2009-11-06T20:34:00.000+08:00

Y is dis happening 2 me ,i feel s0 different n0w,damn different ,,
Evry guyz tat i am wif will hav a difficulty by n0t truzting them 100% & will n0t truzt each 0ther ..
Evrydae & evry nytez i will be crying n0n-st0p,
cried n cried n cried n cried n cried n cried till ma eyes r swall0n n became red ..
I felt s0 l0nely,sad & juzt need sum1 2 talk 2 ..
I've d0ne evrytinx 2 pr00f 2 eu tat i am sincerely & truly LUVZ EU ,ONLY EU ,but still eu've hurt me many tymez ..
I juzt dun n0e & u'derstandz wat d0 eu really want 4rm me ,,
y muzt eu LIED ,dun wanna tell de truth,Y ???
C0z eu dun wan me 2 get hurt ??? itz BULLSHIT !
even if u keep it a secret n dun wanna tell me,it makez me feel MORE HURT ..
I've NEVA EVA LIED 2 EU 4rm the very 1zt tyme we n0e each 0ther & i neva lied 2 eu abt g0ing 0ut wif ma ex 0r any 0ther guyz,but eu,eu did lied 2 me..
Eu actually LIED 2 ME juzt c0z u wanna g0 0ut wif ur EX,u said u wanna g0 0ut wif IBU & i actually BELIEVE EU ???
Haizz ..

"D,asl luh mezti eu kene tipu i ???
Ape slh i terhadap eu ??
I tau yg i ni tk PERFECT seperti ape yg eu inginkn ,,
Eu da berjanji ngan i yg eu TAK AKAN TIPU I LAGI ,,
Tapy eu tetap uat lagi ,haizz ...
Mungkin, i ni cume uat pakai eu jek :`( ..
I sgt,sgt,sgt syg dan cinte kn eu D :``(
I slalu termenung sendiri sebab i teringatkn alek tentang kite berdue dulu,
kite sgt mesra,tk de gad02x pn ..
I maseyy tk phm nape mezti eu tipu i D :```( ...
Hmmmmmm ......"

Wateva it iz,
I WILL & 4EVA WILL 0WAEZ LUV EU ARRIS !
0NLY EU IN MA HEART N0W :``( !

ARRIS SHARIFFUDDIN AZAHAR <3<3

LUV FIE<3

Cn't believe shez ma cuzzy ...

2009-10-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

Ell0 ell0 readers ^^ !
Fie mcm tk caye gy2 dier sdare Fie,tapy sdare jauh ,,
Nk tau sape ..
MAIA RAHMAN ! huhu ^_^ !
I get 2 n0e tat shez ma cuzzy 0n de dae 0f ma uncle wedding ..
G0sh ! juzt cn't believe it ,hahax :D !
& i get 2 take pic wif her ^^ hee ..
Shez G0rge0uz isn't she :D

LUV FIE

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI SEMUA :D !

2009-10-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

Hey readers,im back ^^ !

Itz been a mnth since i neva update ma bl0g ,,
im s0rie 4 de damn late updatez,been bz wif ma n'levels ..
S0 here r de picz 0f diz yr Hari Raya,
let de picz d0 de talkingz ^^ ,,,
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2ND DAE OF RAYE ,,

1ZT DAE OF RAYE ,,

LUV FIE

Sh0cking newz 0f de dae ;D !

2009-09-15T18:21:00.000+08:00

MINAHREPZ ! BITCH BITCH ! BETINE SUNDALZ !

Ssuupp ppl \m/ !

Wanna n0e wazzup wif de pic ab0ve ???
I'll let eu n0e n0w ..

Well,2dae waz a tiring dae ,az usual went 2 skewl den went hm 0n ma lappy & start surfing de internetz ..
Az i waz viewing ma tagged pr0file,i decided 2 view ma fwensta c0z itz been a l0ng tyme neva check ma pwofile s0 i sign in ..
While i waz viewing ma pwofile,az i scr0ll d0wn i recieve a cmmnt 4rm ma ex,hiz gf gave me a cmmnt which tat sh0ckz me ,,
Real sh0cking !
Hahahahax !
She sayyz diz ...

ツ☆PeKjaL
Posted
document.write(fMakeDate("9/13/2009 9:42 pm")
09/14/2009 12:42 pm
SCUZA .. UR RACUN EX RITE ..???UR ATTCHED WITH A NEW GUY N RACUN HAD ALREADY MOVE ON WITH ME ..CAN EUU PLS KINDLY DELETE UR OLD ACCOUNT U & RACUN ..??BOTH OF U ALREADY HISTORY .. SO WAD R U WAITING 4 ..??DELETE UR OLD FS .. WILL U..????!!

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In their pwofile,their sh0ut0utz iz ....

"We will update our frenster soon.. INACTIVE FS.. SORIE PEOPLE, IM BUSY SERVING NS&MY WIFEY BUSY WERKING.. *l0vEeuu deAr !* EY BETINE SUNDAL !G DELETE GMBR RACUN!!!PATHETIC BITCH!!!!"

WTH & WTF !!
ME SUNDAL ????!!
Sial uh ,me 0r her sia sundal ????!!!
Aku da tk cntct ngan mataer kau smue abeyy skrg kau nk ckp aku pmpn sundal ????
PUKI luh kau MINAHREPZ !!!
JAGE SKT UH EYK MULOT KAU 2 !!
NABEYY CHIBYE !
Pikir heran sgt per ngan mataer kau 2,da luh JONGOS,JONGANG !!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX !!!
Sajak luh 2 korg due,JONGOS & MINAH ,,
Iz de same az BEAUTY & DE BEAST ,but dun tinx beauty suitz u uh ..
BEROK & DE BEAZT pn 0kaeyy per !
LOL LOL LOL LOL :D:D:D:D !!!

Kluh,s0 tatz all i wanna sayy abt diz BITCH ,,
I wanna berambuz n0w s0 C YA :D:D !!

CHAO CHI BYE BITCH ;D !

3rd M0nthz ANNIVERSARY :D ..

2009-09-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 3rd MONTHZ ANNIVERSARY HUNZ <3

2dae iz de special dae 4 de b0th 0f uz ,
0ur 3rd mnthz anniversary ,
& yet we fyte & quarrel wif each 0ther ..
We hav been 2gether 4 3mnthz but still derez n0 chnge in 0ur relati0nshipz ,
I waz h0pin 4 a chnge,st0p fyting,quarrel & calling each 0ther namez tat we supp0sed n0t 2 ..
I juzt dun get it uh ,
All i want iz a happy & lazt l0ng relati0nship :)
Tatz enuff 4 me ..
Hmmm ..

I LUV EU DAMN BADLY ,
DUN EU GET IT !
G0sh !
gggggggrrrrrrrrr !!

Okaeyy,tatz it 4 2dae
damn tired & sleepy ,
will be p0zting again 2m0ll0w [maybe] haa !

I LUV EU
I MIZZ EU
AZAHAR <3>

Adi0z amig0z aku berambuz !

De 0ld Tymez ...

2009-09-13T16:22:00.000+08:00

Hunny,, i juzt missez de 0ld tymez wif eu,de 1zt tyme we met each 0ther .. I still rmmbr de 1zt tyme we meet,it waz at nyte i waz waiting 4 eu at de admiralty MC & u've juzt cm back 4rm werk,4rm dere u walk me hm ,s0 sweet 0f eu 2 walk me hm hee :) ..While walkin,u azk me a few quez such az "hav eu eaten ??,which blk i stay" ,i did anz de quez but by noddin ma head upz & downz ,i waz s00 damn shy tat tyme,t00 shy t0 l00k at ur face th0ugh :D ..I waz feeling s00 awkward wen we didn't even talk much tat tyme ..2nd tyme we meet iz went u azk me 0ut,we went 2 watch de M0t0rcr0ss wif ur Bezted Fwenz ,,had real fun tat dae ..3rd tyme we meet waz de m0zt happiezt dae 4 me,i rmmbr u came 2 ma hz wif shahari & 3 0f uz "lepak" 2gether play cardz ,make j0kez,especially shahari,de funniezt guy eva ,,heheheex :D ..All 0f hiz j0kez makez me laugh 0ut l0ud damnly & burzt 0ut int0 tearz ..BUT,de m0zt bezt part tat i realie luv de mozt iz wen u teach me h0w 2 play guitar,de s0ngz tat i realie2x wanted 2 learn s0 much ,UR CALL ,,it waz s0 sweet 0f eu 2 actually teach me 2 play tat s0ng ..THNXZ DEAR XOXO ! But after all tat sweet2x mem0 happenz,2 me i juzt felt tat all 0f tat waz juzt a cheat,a lie ..I tinx u n0e wat im trying 2 sayy ..Wateva it iz,i nd 2 4get abt it,4get abt de pazt & rebuilt a new st0wie 0f 0ur 0wn,& yezh i am trying ma bezt 2 get it ,,i'll pr0mize eu tat i will 4get abt it az s00n az p0ssible D :):) ..

LUV FIE<3

2 MA 1 & ONLY ARRIS :(( .....

2009-09-13T13:56:00.000+08:00

Dear ,, i n0e tat ur damn mad at me c0z we 0waez fyte ,, fyte fyte fyte ! Yezh 0f c0z i hate it als0,but it iz a c0mm0n tinx D,evry relati0nshipz haz a fyte in dem ,,c0z wen we fyte evrytyme 0ur luvz will be getting stronger & stronger ,, & tatz wat i am feeling n0w .. & 1 m0re tinx ,, i've read ur n0tez tat eu type in ma lappy n0tepad ,i cn feel de same way u r feeling bby .. But, it iz n0t tat easyy 4 me 2 juzt 4get abt de pazt,abt wat u've d0ne 2 me ,it iz damn painful 4 me D ma heart waz t0tally hurt & br0ken ..H0weva,,im trying ma bezt n0w 2 4get abt de pazt c0z i trully,sincerely & HONEZTLY d0 luv eu s00 much hunny ,,YEZH I DO :(:( ! hmm ..& I PROMIZE EU TAT I WILL NOT HURT UR FEELINGZ 0r DISAPPOINT EU HUNNY ! LUV EU XOXOXO <3<3<3<3>

"Dear, my love, Nur Fithria
Why must we fight everytyme??When i ask u a questions, den answer it..Dont make me angry with u, get it!Im sick & tired of fighting everyday..Why? Do u like it when we fight isit??I want to be happy with u always dear..Not like dis everyday fight3x!!I hate it!!Now i know how much u miss HYYMM...Until u save it at ur 'DUDEZ' folder..If he meant alot 2 u, den juz go wif hym..Den if u lyke hym, den text hym..I do care bout u & love u but u dont how to appreciate my feelingz now..Dulu i tau yg i tak sedar sendiri yg bie sayang d..Now i really realise that how much u love me...And this tyme is the opp. way..Haish!If we were not together last tyme, my life will be miserable!My love is empty w/o u, I'll be doing stupid thingz & so on..My lyfe will be lyke Damn Fu*king EMPTY!!Now, im with u..I am very happy..My lyfe is getting betta with u..Day after day my love towards u is increasing..I dont noe why..I juz want u in my lyfe as u say dear..I dont wanna controlled ur lyfe..Its just dat im jealous..U also get jealous rite wen i contact wif other gerl frenz..I noe u hv many guy frenz..Now u wanna more guy frenz..Have the limit..If u want more guy frenz, then go ahead..But u must think to know that u hv me..If u dont think of me, that means ur're not ready for love ..So, think properly dear..I hope u'll get betta on ur cheecks..Im sorry that i pinch u to hard..U make me angry thats why i pinch u so hard..Wat did i say, if i give u a question, den u answer it!Dont keep quite ..Mcm gytu la org cpt marah..Okay, until here bby..I hope u'll read it..
& If you really want me in ur lyfe, den show it to me that u really want me in ur lyfe..

Ur one & only, Arris a.k.a <3~wafie~<3"

HAPPY SWEET-16 B'DAE MEGAN DEAR !

2009-09-13T12:48:00.000+08:00

Megan Dear ,,
I am S00 s0wie 4 de damn late updatez bby ,,
& I wanna ap0l0gize 4 n0t giving eu a b'dae pwesent bby :(:( ...
Reallie feel bad seyy,hmm :( ..
But here it iz ur luvly b'dae picz ,,
& als0 a b'dae give 4rm me dear :D ..
I h0pe eu luv it bby :D ..
&& 0nce again ,,

HAPPY BELATED SWEET-16 B'DAE MEGAN MA DEAR :D:D !!

LUV YA S0000 MUCH XOXOXOXOXO <3<3<3<3>

LUV YA !

2009-08-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

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ARRIS SHARIFFUDDIN AZAHAR <3

Nyte classez ..

2009-07-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

Nyte classez waz damn b0red ,,
But we make it m0re fun ,,
I t00k al0t 0f picz & i actually didn't even studied c0z derez al0t 0f diztracti0nz ,,
Like ma fwenz makez j0kez,makez me laugh n0n-st0p & i cn't even study ,,
Haa !
& yeahh ,de nyte clazz waz fun ,wif ma dear MEGAN we did crazy stuffz & t00k crazyy picz ..
Huhu ^_^ !
Cn't wait 4 an0ther nyte clazz wif eu babe :D !

LUV FIE

Pool p00l ..

2009-07-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

P00L P00L P00L !
Hahax !

Tat waz wat we did went we actually wanted 2 g0 2 Henders0n Wavez but de plan failed ,,
C0z went we reached Viv0,it started 2 rain heavily ,,
Like WTF ! Wala0 !
Haizz ..
But den,,we had a great & fun tyme playin POOL ..
LOL !
Hehex ^_^ !
&& im gettin 0n it !
Huhu ^_^ !

Ma Dear 0ld Fwen ...

2009-07-19T22:12:00.000+08:00

Itz been a l0ng tyme since we hadn't meet each 0ther ,,
But n0w i get 2 went 0ut wif eu ,,
& it waz great ^_^ !
THNXZ SHAZZIE 4 AZKIN ME OUT :D !
Hee !
I mizz ma 0ld primary skewl fwenz ,,
Where hav deyy been ???
Haizz ..
Juzt mizz dem & all de excitin,fun & sweet mem0'z 0f uz ..
H0pe 2 get cntct wif dem back again ..
Hmm :):)

LUV YA SHAZZIE:D

FIE

Im BACK !

2009-07-16T21:18:00.000+08:00

SSSUUUPPPP WORLD :D:D !
Itz been a l0ng weekz i've n0t been updatin ma bl0g ,,
S0 n0w im back in acti0nz & readyy 2 updatez ma bl0g !
Huhu ^_^ !

Lazt 2 0r 3 wkz been bz wif ma dance crewz ,,
Practicin 0ur dance stepz at de dh0by ghaut mrt ,,
Thnxz 2 ALEP 4 teachin & givin uz sum stepz & de stepz were super C00L,SEXY && HOT BEBEY !
Hahax :D !
DYNAAH & FIINAH were dere but SHABIRAH wazn't ,,
Haiya !
W/O her i feel tat 0ur crew wazn't c0mplete ..
After havin enuff pract,we went chillin at t0wn,wind0w sh0ppin 0f sh0ez,cl0thez & begz ,,
& we t00k sum picz b4 g0in hm ..
Had al0t 0f fun wif dem ^_^

FIE

Im s00 g0nna get it !!

2009-06-26T17:32:00.000+08:00

Im s00 g0nna get diz cam !!
Either 1 0f it ..
^_^CANON EOS 50D 0r maybe NIKON d5000 ^_^
Im damn c0nfused n0w ..
B0th 0f it r gd & great ,,
Eeeerrrggghhhh !!
0h g0sh !
Juzt cn't wait 2 get diz cam :D !
LUV IT AL0TZ !
Huhu :D !

FIE^_^

2009-06-26T16:41:00.000+08:00

PHOTO TAKIN iz ma PASSIONZ ..

I luv takin pichaz ,,

Itz fun ,,it iz als0 an art 2 me ..

Ma dreamz iz 2 be a great ph0t0grapher tat t00k great picturez all 0ver de w0rldz ..

But 1zt !

Hav 2 study & c0ncentratez 0n ma studiez :))
Prelimz iz c0min,,s0 muzt study hard ..

DAMN !

Haa :D !

Here r sum 0f de picx tat i've t00k,,
C it bel0w :D
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MORE 2 C0ME ,,ODW ..
Huhu !

FIE^_^

HAPPY FATHERZ DAE !!

2009-06-22T03:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FATHERZ DAE 2 ALL DAD !!

LY DAD !

I am s0wie 4 n0t givin eu any pwesentz diz yr dad ..

But nxt yr im sure ,im g0nna b0ught 4 eu sumtinx ..

Huhu !

But wat matterz iz tat ILY !
Haa !

:D:D

& I did al0t 0f camwh0rin ..
Hahax :D !

FIE:D

BEACH PARTY !!

2009-06-22T03:14:00.000+08:00

DE BEACH PARTY ,,
IT WAZ F**KIN GODDAMN AWESOME !!
HELL YEAHH !

Hahax !
We had an awes0me tyme yzterdae ,,
FUN FUN FUN !
Huhu :) !
GOSH ! Dere were lyqe THOUSANDZ of pplz at sent0sa sil0s0 beach ..
Cr0wdz evrywhere !
WH0A !
Haa !
Juzt cn't wait 4 nxt yr event ..
If deyy r havin it ..
Hehex ..
&& diz tyme ,,
Im s00 g0nna bring ma LUVED 1'z 2 j0in in ..
WOOHOO !
:D:D

FIE:)

HAPPY 17th B'DAE DEAR !!

2009-06-22T02:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B'DAE 2 EU ,

HAPPY B'DAE 2 AZAHAR ,

HAPPY B'DAE 2 EU !!

HAPPY 17th B'DAE BBY !!

*MMUAXZZ* !

May all ur wishez & drmz came true ,,

Wish eu all de bezt dear ,,

Stay sweet,ad0rable,hensem,caring && crazyy2x 0waez aitez bby ,,

&& h0pin al0tz tat 0ur r/s will lazt l0ng 0r maybe 4EVA ,,

ILYSM DEAR !!

LUV FIE :D

Sent0sa 0utingz ..

2009-06-22T02:11:00.001+08:00

Had a great tyme wif ma cuz & ma dear Arris & hiz fwen Khamis ..

Went 0utingz at Sent0sa ..

It waz all a lazt minz plan ..

Which iz plan by ma dear cuz Rizal ..

Hahax !

Well,nutinx much 2 talk abt ..

Juzt tat we had al0tz 0f fun ..

Huhu :D !

FIE:))

Luv EU :)) !

2009-06-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

BABY I LUV EU 2 DE HARDCORE !!

I h0pe tat we will lazt l0ng ,,0r maybe 4EVA :)) !

H0pefully eu'll 0waez be true && h0nezt wif me ..

I am t0tally scared 2 l00ze eu =..((

De 0nly tinx tat i am azkin 4rm eu iz ,,

Ur LUVZ && HONEZTY 2wardz me :D ..

N0t m0re den tat dear ..

& 4 g00dnezz sake,,PLZ,PLZ,PLZ !

Dun eva BAZTARD,LIED,LEAVE ME 0r HURT MA FEELINGZ !

Ur de 0NLY 1 tat im h0pin 4 :D:D ..

*MMUAXZZ*

LUV FITHRIA:))

....

2009-06-17T21:41:00.000+08:00

Watch a football match HOME UNITED vs. SAFFC ..
Try & guezz wh0 w0n ???
Haa !
SAFFC W0N AGAIN !
2-0
LOL !
Great 0r wat ??!!
Atlazt deyy get 2 de finalz which deyy will be meeting BRUNEI DPMM ..
After de match ,,get 2 take a pic wif 1 0f de HOME UNITED player ,im n0t tat sure watz hiz name th0ugh ..
Hahax !
Well all de bezt 2 SAFFC :D !
Huhu :)) !

FIE:))

Posted at 9.58 pm/Wednesday ..

2009-06-14T08:51:00.000+08:00

Saturday evening went 0ut 2 BUGIS wif ma cuzzy RIZAL,hiz ex SHIDAH && ma guy wanna be ARRIS ..

HAA !

Deyy,RIZAL & ARRIS b0ught sum stuff at bugis ,after getting all de stuffz ,we went 2 JALAN BESAR STADIUM 2 watch a f00tball match ,TAMPINES ROVERS VS. SAFFC QUARTER FINALS 4 ..

We meet ma aunt dere & catch de match 2gether ..

1zt sc0rez waz a draw ,1-1 ..

After a d0uble extended tyme,deyy had a penalty ..

& ATLAZT ! SAFFC W0N DE MATCH !!

HUHU :D !

SUPER DUPER GREAT MANN !

Hahax :) !

In de finals,SAFFC g0nna meet H0ME UNITED ..

Im n0t sure abt de date & de tyme 0f de match ..

But i'll get it update s00n wen i've f0und it 0ut :) ..

IM S00 GONNA CATCH IT ! HAA :D !

CANDID SHOTZ

FFIIEE :D

P0zted 0n SUNDAY,9.14 a.m ..

HURT FEELINGZ :((

2009-06-14T08:26:00.000+08:00

It waz a t0tal SHOCK 4 me ..

Wen i actually f0und 0ut tat he waz textin wif sum1 elze behind ma back ..

H0w GREAT waz tat , HELL YEAHH !

Hmmpf !

But itz fine wif me c0z im "UZE" 2 it ..

Wen i azk hyym wh0 waz it ,he den said tat it waz hiz fwen ..

Well,i dun n0e if it waz true 0r n0t ..

HaiZz ..

Ma heart waz like g0nna burzt 0ut mann ,t0tally heart br0ken ..

& i started 2 cry,fuck sia ! y am i crying ???

I dun wanna cry,i tried 2 st0p crying & be str0ng ,but ..

I juzt cn't d0 it ..

C0z i realie3x d0 luv hyym al0t ! Juzt cn't let hyym g0 !

But y muzt he did diz 2 me ???

Yezh i n0e i am n0t tat perfect ,but ..

Haizz ..

Cn't sayy anytinx elze ..

I juzt dun u'standz wif guyz n0wadaez ..

Hmmpf :(:( !!

LUV FIE ..

P0zted at 8.45 a.m ,Sunday/M00d : SAD && HURTFUL :( ..

DE FACTZ ..

2009-06-12T01:38:00.000+08:00

If eu luv tat pers0n very much ,

Eu muzt accept de FACT de way de pers0n IZ ..

Eu cn't change de pers0n ,

Neither de ATTITUDE ,

n0r de BEHAVIOUR ..

CHANGE URSELF 1ZT BE4 CHANGING OTHERZ :D:D

Rmmbr diz PPL :)) !

\m/FFIIEE\m/

Friday/1:50 a.m ..

FEELING LONELY :((

2009-06-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

Been waitin 4 ur anz till n0w ..

But still , derez n0 rezp0ndz ..

HaiZz ..

Till wen will i wait ma dear ???

Till wen ??
Hmmpf !

Im feeling s0 damn F**KIN l0nely rytez n0w, w/0 eu besyde me :(( ..

I juzt h0pe tat we will be 2gether ASAP !

Hmmm ..

I've truzted eu BUT ,u've d0ne sumtinx wr0ng tat hurt ma heart ..

HaiZz :(

Y muzt eu lied 2 me ,waz it s0 tat difficult juzt 2 tell me de truth ???

Waz it ??

Hmm ,dun n0e wat 2 sayy 0readyy uh ..

Juzt hav 2 bared wif it ..

But wat matterz n0w iz tat I LUV EU SOO MUCH & DAMN SCARED 2 LOOZE EU ::(( !

H0pin 4 ur anz s00n bby :D !

*MMUAXZZ*

LUVZ FFIIEE :)

Friday/1:26 a.m ..

HE'Z MA EVRYTINX !

2009-06-08T20:48:00.000+08:00

MA FEELINGZ 2WARDZ HYYM ..

I TRULY LUV HYYM ,

CRAZYY ABT HYYM ,

TRUZT HYYM ,

HE'Z MA EVRYTINX ,

DE 1 & ONLY I LUVED ,

HIZ MA PWOPERTY ! ,

DUN WANNA LOOZE HYYM ,

OVERALL ..

I LUV HYYM WIF ALL MA HEARTZ !!

I LUV EU DEAR :D !!

*MmuaxZz*

...

LUV FERLISYA:)

SATURDAE OUTINGZ :)

2009-06-07T17:00:00.000+08:00

Taken by ARRIS

ACHMAD,ARRIS & ACIT
DE COOLIO GUYZ :D
Yezterdae had fun went 0ut wif ARRIS & hiz 2 fwenz tat iz ACIT & ACHMAD ..
1ztly we went 2 dh0by ghaut at de cathay 2 acc0mpany ACIT 4 de S'PORE IDOL REGIZTRATIONZ ..
We spend atleazt abt 1 n a 1/2 hrz queing up && it waz s00 damn f***kin h0t ..wala0 !
Haa !
I meet HANIS,SYAFIQ Y & ADY de ex nbss,& 0f c0z i met SHIDAH als0 ..LOL !
Den we had 0ur dinner at LJS at PLAZA SING',den,whyle walkin at de undergrd 0f plaza sing' we met an artizt,a band artizt i tinx,hahax,n0t tat sure,he sang sum s0ngz which iz s0 nice & we st0p 4 awhyle & hav a chat wif hyym & hiz wife ..
Deyy r quite fwenly th0ugh ..
& den,guezz wat actually happened,ACIT,0ur s'pore idol wanna be,hahax ! b0rr0w de guitar 4rm de pers0n & play sum s0ngz ..
Hiz v0ice r great,super great mann !
LUV UR VOICE ACIT !! I'LL SURELY SUPPORT YA ! huhu ! LOL !
Haa :D !
Derez a t0urizt 4rm CALIFORNIA came 2 uz 2 azq 4 a directi0nz 0n h0w 2 g0 2 n0rth bridge r0ad ,but we're n0t sure 0n h0w 2 g0 dere ..
&& wanna n0e wat deyy say abt uz ???
Deyy sayy tat we're de COOLEZT GRP OF PPL tat deyy hav met ..
WOW ! Im s00 damn pw0ud 2 hear tat mann ..
COOL OR WAT !! hahax !
After an hr sittin & talkin 2 dem,we den went 2 t0wn chill dere ..
& t00k sum picz which iz im n0t in de picz wif dem ..
Hahax !
But nemind,im uze 2 it ..
Haa !
Well,tatz all i hav 2 sayy,but we had al0tz 0f fun :D ..
Yezh we hav , huhu !

SIGNING OFF : FERLISYA :D

FIE Ft. ANDDY :D

2009-05-24T13:45:00.000+08:00

[: FERLISYA Ft. ANDDY :]

Diz iz wen BOREDOMZ STRIKEZ UZ

LOL :D !!

FERIENA BELATED B'DAE PARTY !!

2009-05-24T12:48:00.000+08:00

It waz FERIENA surprize belated b'dae party ..

We all,murnie,miie,wanie,aishah,hanis,faisal,sufi,zai && izzuan had planned evrytinx 4 de surprisez ..BUT !

All de planz waz t0tally RUINED ! haizz ..

We plan 2 g0 shee shaa but de tinx iz tat we nd 2 be 18 yrz,lyqe WTH !

Den we decided 2 brg her 2 MARINA BARRAGE ..

AGAIN,an0ther pw0bz,derez n0 shuttle buz 2 g0 dere,de buz ended at 6 at marina mrt ,but we reach dere at 6+ ..

LOL,LOL !!

Evry1 waz ssooo FUCK UP !

Den at lazt,de b'dae gerl decide 2 g0 2 rafflez starbuck & juzt chill at dere ..

&& s0 ,we reach rafflez starbuck,we started 2 let de b'dae 2 cut her b'dae cake tat we b0ught 4 her && sang 4 her a luvly b'dae s0ngz :D ..

All 0f uz had l0tz 0f fun,even though it waz a FUCK UP && BAD DAE 4 uz ..

But i HOPE tat de b'dae gerl luv 0r lyqe wif wat me,murnie & wanie gave her :D !

&& h0pefully tat she nj0yed her great & special dae ::DD ..

LUV ~ FIE :D

1 May 09 ..

2009-05-24T12:30:00.000+08:00

1zt MAY 09 , AMYNNA'Z ADVANCE B'DAE PARTY :D ..

Rand0m ..

2009-05-16T13:22:00.001+08:00

FUCK FACE OF ME ,HAA !

WEN BOREDOMZ STRIKEZ !!
HUHU :D !

Late Updatez ..

2009-05-16T13:02:00.000+08:00

Hey evry1 ! Im back in acti0nz ! hahax !

S0wie 4 n0t updatin ma blog,been kinda bz recently wif ma skewl stuffz & examz az well :) ..

Derez al0t 0f tinxz tat i nd 2 updatez & i'll update it s00n ! huhu !

Well,nutinx much 2 sayy ryte n0w ..

S0 juzt wait 4 de updatez aitez ..

Signing 0ut : FIE:D

MEMORABLE DAE [SENTOSA] :D !!

2009-03-14T11:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B'DAE 2 MIIE !!!!

Huhu ..

On 7 0f march saturdae,waz de HAPPIEZT && UN4GETABLE DAE 4 MIIE !!

All ma dear2x bezted fwenz had a surprize b'dae party 4 miie ..

Which i didn't xpected it 2 happen ..

Haa ..

Deyy bought 4 miie a b'dae pwesentz,b'dae cakez && deyy even decorated de place wif colourful decorationz ..

I waz totally SHOCKED && SPEECHLEZZ !!

Haa !

Totally damn3x HAPPY mann !

Hee ..

I am s000000000 proud 2 hav a fwen lyke dem ..

Deyy r lyke a FAMILY 2 miie ..

Huhu ..

Which iz deyy r MA FAMILY ..

Hee ..

THNXZ A MILLION FERIENA BBY,MURNIEE BBY,AMINAH BBY,WANIE BBY,NATASSJA,AMIERAH,ATIKAH,HANIZ,FAISAL,AZMI,KHALIS,AZZAD,SUFII,HAMKHA,WAN HAFLOW,ARIVIND,KELVIN,SEAN,SURYA,MIKHAIL && SAIFUL ..

4 ALL UR HARD WERKZ DOIN DIZ PARTY 4 MIIE ..

THNXZ EVRY1,I APPRECIATE IT ALOTZ !!

I LUV YA ALL ALOTZ !!!!!

HUHU :D ..

WIF LUVZ FIEYA:D ..

GREAT DAE :D ..

2009-03-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

0n de way back hm :) ..

2dae went 2 viv0 2 mit ma aunt wif saiful,had 0ur lunch at ma aunt'z st0re & we ate chicken cutlet n00dlez ..

Hmmm ..YUMM YUMM !!

Haa ..

Both 0f uz ate de same food :D ..

After tat ,we went 2 marina square had a ssiipp at starbuckz,t00k sum pixz & had sum c0nversati0nz ..

It waz a great dae 2dae ..

BUT !

I waz t0tally sh0ck wen saiful actually beg at miie 4 a patch back ..

T0tally sh0ckin !!

HAAHAA ..

Haizz ..but im s00 c0nfuze n0w ..

Hmm ..

SHUD i 0r SHUDN'T i patch wif hyym back ..???

Mann ..STREZZ,STREZZ,STREZZ !!!!

Aaarrgghhhh !!!!

Haizz ..

GOD ,HELP MIIE PPLLLZZZ2x !!!!

Hhhmmmm :(( ..

2009-02-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

Till now im still missing sum1 tat i luv alot lzt yr at de pazt ..
He'z not even ma ex ,BUT a fwen tat i adore soo much ..
He'z lyke a SPECIAL3X FWEN 2 miie ..
Haizz ..
But den ,he waz not in2 miie ,soo ya ..haa ..
Wat 2 do ,luv cn't be force rytez ..hhmm ..
&& hiz att iz kinda a "PLAYA" ..
I've tried evrytinx 2 make hyym happy & smyle owaezz ..
I cared 4 hyym lyke i cared 4 maself ,& i tinx he dun even notice it 4 all de tinxz i've done 2 hyym ..
Once he got send me a switezt text mxg tat i won't even 4get abt it ,4 all ma lyfez ..
Den i azk hyym ,did he realie2x mean it wat he had send miie ,n he said tat he realie mean it ..
&& ..
I truzted hyym ,but now ..
Haizz ..
GOSH !!
Y muzt diz happen 2 miie ..
I LUV HYYM LYKE HELL ,I TREASURED HYYM DEEPLY INSIDE MA HEART ,HE DUN EVEN NOTICE IT & HE DID DIZ 2 MIIE !!
ILYSM &&& IMYSM _ _ _ _ _ _ !!
MIZZ EVRYTINX ABT EU !!
Aaaarrrrggghhhh !!!
Haixxz ..
Hhhhmmmm ..
Well,juzt 4get it ..
Derez no point 4 miie 2 talk abt it ,makez ma heart damn2x painful mann ..haa ..
Only de person who r cloze wif me noe who de hell diz guy iz ..
So ya ,tatz all 4 now ,gtg den ..

[im trying 2 4get abt eu n0w IRFIAN:D ]

2009-02-22T19:47:00.000+08:00

2dae wen 2 FARAH'Z crib study 2gether wif MURNIEE BBY !!
Had lot'z of fun ,chit chattin ..huhu ..

&& ard 5+ murniee wen hm & left juzt de both of uz , farah n miie ..

Haiya ..

So , 2mollow iz common tezt & im damn WORRIED abt it ..haizz ..

Well , juzt hav 2 study MORE ..haa :D ..

Murniee waz not in de picture coz she waz bz studying ..huhu ..

2009-02-22T19:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY V'DAE PPL :D ..!!

2009-02-12T21:28:00.000+08:00

DANCE,DANCE,DANCE ..!!
Aaarrgghhh!!
Damn2x tyred mann 2dae ..

Well,dun noe wat 2 say anymore ..
Juzt update ma blog ..

FIEYA:D ..